Posts Tagged ‘dave benedict’

It’s a very strange thing when one no longer experiences jealousy. When one has a complete sense of calm. When ones heart is at ease.

I have found the love that gives me no doubt. The love that makes everything okay.

He loves me. I get it now…

Even as I type the title, “A New Beginning” I realize that there is no real new beginning as I know I am and still am going to be the same.  It’s funny how as soon as I rejoined the world of facebook I’ve written less and less on my blog.  I’m going to start writing more.  Now I can write and say almost whatever I want to, no fear. 

This weekend Dave and I are taking the kids on a little adventure.  Thursday morning bright and early (5am with a man who doesn’t drink coffee) we are heading for Kelowna so that I can still start work - even though a little late - at 9am.  Dave’s tour manager, Russ, got us an early check-in so that will be nice.  Default plays at Flashbacks Thursday night.  It’s going to be the first time I’ve ever seen Dave play (I’ve seen him play with his other band, The David Anthony Project, but never with his first band, Default).  I’m excited and nervous and curious to how it’s going to be.  Dave is one of the few people on this planet that I trust 300%, unfortunately it’s not so easy to trust females, especially fans.  I hope that this show doesn’t turn me into some type of scary freak who has mild heart attacks every time her man goes on tour.  Especially with them now being picked up by The Orchard and the new album which is going to mean more touring… All I can do is see what happens, and then I can blog about it!

I miss my friend Matt.  I miss him very much.  I’m not sure anyone will ever be able to see/understand the friendship I treasure with him…  Just thought I’d throw that out there.  

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Before Dave took off with the band on this tour he gave me some CD’s to listen to.  12 to be exact, and we only made it into the C’s of his alphabetized collection (ending with George Clinton).

I went for my run today, decided to play some Buckcherry to pump me up towards the end of my run and as I ran back into my driveway the song Carousel came on.  I am in love with it, I really really like it…  So here it is for your listening pleasure along with the lyrics. 

There are days that take to long
It’s those days i wish i had you right here in my arms
I’m getting lonely
I’m sick of waiting here for you
I’m getting lonely
Please come home ’cause i want to be with you
Or maybe i’m a fool

Baby, you still drive me crazy
Nothing’s going to change me
So you don’t have to cry

Maybe i should take the blame
I guess the music man is no shelter from the rain
I’m getting lonely
I’m sick of waiting here for you
I’m getting lonely
Please come home ’cause i want to be with you
Or maybe i’m a fool

Baby, you still drive me crazy
Nothing’s going to change me
So you don’t have to cry

Oh yeah i said Baby
You know that you save me
Your love’s so amazing
You’re never off my mind
Alright come on now yeah!

Nothing’s going on
I’ve been gone for way to long
I’ll be right back in your arms
Don’t be afraid.

I’m getting closer
I’m making my way back home to you
I’m getting closer
I can see your face and the light keeps shinning through
Hey baby what am i to do.

Baby, you still drive me crazy
Nothing’s going to change me
So you don’t have to cry

I said Baby
You know that you save me
Your love’s so amazing
You’re never off my mind

Nothing’s going on
I’ve been gone for way to long
I’ll be right back in your arms
Don’t be afraid.